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Hey,

It seems so long since we've talked. I'm well... very well indeed. Maybe even happy enough to say that "I've found Jesus!" No but really... I made a pledged to myself a few months ago to stop the past from ruining my expectations. The repayment of doing so have dwindled my tension level to a measure that I didn't consider to be probable.

Although I still agonize about classes and work, I now grasp that, at this point, nothing is excessive and I can get through it as it means zilch 6 months down the road. I feel bad that I don't get to write to anyone anymore.

I virtually never check my mail (since its usually filled with junk and FW that mean nothing). Journal writing has also been put on the back burner for the past few months. I reassessed my notes/journals that I've written in the previously... how sad that the past consumed me and my thoughts. I decided that I deserved more in life than pain.

Enough about me... how have you been?


Posted on 09/08/2008 4:52 PM Visits: 40
Totalwreck: 09/11/2008 8:29 PM
Me? Well been on the way to progess. It's a start at least. 2 months into the future I might actually be "alright" and actually mean it too. Which is pretty neat... I'm glad you're not dwelling on the past anymore. I do that too, I'm cutting back though. Enough said.
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